17.07.2014 ~ Zara turn 1

Salam readers...

Alhamdulillah my little princess turn 1 year old already... Ya Allah cepatnya masa berlalu, sekejapan anak2 membesar depan mata, alih2 setahun pon dh berlalu...

Dan semestinya bila sebut tarikh 17.07.14 semua yg terbaca akan teringat tragedi MH17...sungguh tahun 2014 ini merupakan tahun tragedi buat Malaysia & MAS khususnya...semoga Allah tabahkan hati seluruh keluarga penumpang & anak kapal yg terbabit dlm insiden pesawat MAS yg ditembak jatuh di sempadan Ukraine & Rusia tersebut...

Sebenarnya utk diri sendiri, tarikh 17/07 ni memberi 2 makna...17/07/12 tarikh mula keje di company skrg, 17/07/13 tarikh lahirnya puteri kami Zara Naazneen Alisya ke muka bumi ini...

Imbas kembali setahun yg lepas pada tarikh 17/07/14, bersamaan 8 Ramadhan...boleh bayangkan brp hari Mama Zara ni kena qada' puasa? huhuuu...23 hari teman2....dlm keadaan masih menyusukan Zara, Mama kuatkan diri tuk qada' puasa secepat yg upaya...Alhamdulillah, sehari sebelum 1 Syaaban baru2 ni Mama sempat habiskan qada' puasa wajib tersebut....syukur xperlu bayar fidyah....

Selama setahun ni Mama btl2 xkesempatan lagi nk ceritakan pengalaman bersalin Zara...mgkin tiada ape yg menarik since Mama bersalin secara Elective Caesarean which mean, scheduled c-ser.  Tapi utk melalui sekali lagi process c-ser yg mana separuh bius, Mama yakin Mama akan lbh bersedia...tp rupanya lain hal yg berlaku...huhuu

Sehari sebelum date schedule c-ser, nenek & atuk bawak Zameer ke Shah Alam.  Jadi sempat la Zameer bermanja ngan Mama sebelum bergelar abg...Oh ye, lupa nak cerita...actually lbh kurang sebulan sebelum bersalin, iaitu masa majlis kawin Cik Ngah event sebelah laki di Perak, Mama hantar Zameer pulang ke kampung ikut atuk & neneknya...menangis jugak Zameer mulanya xnak naik kereta nenek, nak naik kereta Mama time habis majlis tu...Mamanya? maunya xnangis kan...huhuu....reason hantar Zameer ke kg tu sbb Mamanya dh sarat sgt preggy Zara, dan BS pon dh bgth dia akan stop jaga anak2 dlm beberapa bulan lagi...Jadinya, lps bincang ngan Papa kami setuju tuk hantar Zameer ke kampung dulu sementara tggu nk bersalinkan Zara...

Doc dh arahkan Mama tuk start berpuasa start dr 12 tgh mlm pd ari schedule c-ser tsb...tp kul 4.30 tu Mama bgn gorengkan sayur as tambahan lauk bersahur tuk mak, ayah & papa...lps siap semua baru kejutkan diorg...Mak terkjt la sbb Mama ni sibuk masak lagi, patutnya berehat je...jadi masa sahur tu Mama jadi peneman je la....pastu tekak dh dahaga sgt, tgk air 100 Plus kt meja terpikir xpe kot minum air je...wat tambah tenaga...minum la dlm 1 mug....huhuuu

Kul 8.30am serah diri kat UMRA dgn debaran...spjg perjalanan tu terbayang2 je ape yg akan di lalui spjg proses bersalin nnt...since time Zameer dulu, I dont know what to expect since 1st experience...So bila dh 2nd time ni dh tau prosedur yg akan doc buat kat diri ni menjadikan Mama cuak...cuak sgt ok!! huhuuu...bila sampai tu, duduk kat ruang menunggu x sampai 5 minit, nurse dh tau ada schedule tuk c-ser so nurse pggil tuk pilih pakej bilik & bayaran deposit RM 2,000.00...Mama pilih pakej sharing room 2 beded which cost me RM 3,699.00 only...The thing yg Mama sgt satisfied dgn UMRA ni selain dr layanan nurse & doc yg bagus, kenaikan harga utk rawatan dan pakej bersalin masih didalam kemampuan golongan kebanyakan...bygkan cost yg kitorg tanggung tuk bersalin Zameer secara emergency c-ser pada tahun 2011 RM 3,500++...pd waktu tu pakej bersalin cser di UMRA kalu xsilap RM 2,999.00 yg plg rendah...dan even kita pilih pakej tuk sharing room, tapi jika ada kekosongan di bilik yg lain, staff nurse akan ltkkan patient di bilik yg masih kosong...

Pada ari Mama schedule tuk bersalin Zara, ada lagi sorg patient pon schedule tuk cser that morning...muka dia pon nmpk cuak bila tgk dia masa sama2 naik lif ke bilik...dpn bilik, nurse bgth yg kami berdua pilih pakej sharing 2 beded, so this 2 room in front of us is vacant..she asked us to choose which room we prefer...that patient choose room 9, me took room 10...& without knowing that I picked the same room as I've been warded time bersalin Zameer dulu...huhuu...itu pon mak yg perasan bila dtg lawat lps proses c-ser tu...see, if there is any vacant room, even you pay for sharing, they will try not to put patient in the same room...xlama pas msk bilik, nurse dtg bgth patient sebelah akan di c-ser dulu kemudian baru Mama...estimated time at 10 am, so she asked me to take rest or take a nap for a while...sementara tu nurse dtg interview tanya bila last makan...Mama Kata sblm 12 midnight...minum? aiyork....hurm...kul 5am...nurse terkejut sbb ikutkan prosedur mmg kena pose dr 12 midnight tu tuk mkn & minum...nurse kata kalau minum sikit xpe kot...pdhal 1 mug besar! huhuu

Then about to 10am, I've been transfer to OT...dalam kepala dh blh expect what to be happened in the OT...tetiba terasa gerun yg amat bygkan masa2 kat dlm tu nnt smp bdn menggigil2....masa nurse tlg bongkokkan bdn tuk inject spinal for half bius, bdn menggigil xhengat smp nurse tanya, "sejuk ke puan? ke takut?" 3 org nurse dtg peluk bg kurangkan gigil sbb time gigil cmtu pakar bius xdpt inject...bila tgh siap2 tuk operation, doc tgk keadaan Mama yg sgt nervous so dia mintak pakar bius bg ubat penenang...pakar bius bisik bgth ubat ni akan buatkan puan sgt ngantuk, jd jgn lawan, tido je....dan dlm keadaan antara sedar ngan tak tu, Mama cm meracau skit, ckp pon xketahuan kesan ubat td...sedar2 Mama dh di transfer ke bilik wad...

Buka mata tgk mak ada, Papa ada, ayh pon ada....then Mama tanya, "mana baby?" mak kata dgn nurse, kat bilik baby...sambil tu Mama rasa seram sejuk sgt...bdn menggigil lagi kuat...mak mintak extra blanket dr nurse & tutupkan aircond & kipas...pastu antara sedar dan tak Mama tanya mak mcm2 tp mak xphm sbb bunyi mcm meracau, so mak pujuk suh tido dulu...sedar lg sekali tetiba rasa angin kuat sgt bergolak dr perut smp terasa nk muntah...sakit yg amat sbb ubat bius di kwsn cser sdh semakin kurang...so Mama kena puasa lagi....mak la org yg plg gelabah tgk keadaan Mama time tu...serius, diri sendri pon cuak sbb pengalaman bersalin Zameer pon xmcm ni....then nurse kata, ini sbbnya doc arahkan puasa dr tgh mlm sbb perut kena kosong time operation even air pon xblh minum....huhuuu...so, guilty as charged!

Mak ada cerita, time Mama xsedarkan diri tu nurse ada dtg hantar baby tuk disusukan tp condition Mama xmengizinkan so diorg bg susu formula la dulu tuk baby....adohai....mlm tu baru keadaan Mama makin stabil dan sdh blh duduk bersandar...dh blh mkn dan minum ringan2 dulu...then Mama mintak Papa panggilkan nurse nk tgk baby...then xberapa lama tu nurse dtg hntr Zara, konon nk try susukan tp Zara dh kenyang dan ketiduran...plus, condition Mama pon blm kuat tuk susukan dia...nk mengiring xdpt, nk ltk atas perut lg la sakit...huhuu..

Alhamdulillah esok paginya dh blh discharged.  Doc datang lawat pagi tu bgth la condition Mama yg menggigil n angin smp nk muntah tu mgkin sbb xpuasa dgn btl sblm operation...huhuuu...so, kena beringat utk akan dtg...doc kata if puan dh blh turun katil ke tandas sendiri 3kali, sy bg discharge...then, terasa diri dh ckp kuat, 1st time turun katil dgn bantuan Papa, Mama ke toilet & mintak tlg Papa mandikan trs...then bila doc dtg sekali lagi pg tu, doc terkejut sbb tgk dh blh duduk atas kerusi dan sdh mndi pon...trs discharged sbb bby pon dh poo2 dan sihat! huhuu...ini penangan Shaklee la kot sbb cptkan healing...Mama start consume Shaklee since bln terakhir preggy..

sehari lps discharge Mama bertolak blk kg dgn mak, ayah & Zameer...Papa janji nk blk weekend since kakaknya plk warded ari sama Mama schedule cser tu tp blm ada tanda2 nk bersalin...so, since air ketuban dh kurang doc induce la...Alhamdulillah kakak bersalin selang 2 hari lps Mama bersalinkan Zara...

Ok, enough dulu cerita pengalaman bersalin yg dh setahun berlalu tu...huhuuu...thn ni semestinya la birthday Zara & Ammi (anak kakak) jatuh pada bulan puasa...jadinya sambutan birthday hanya utk keluarga terdekat je la...sbb 19/09 (birthday Ammi) jatuh pada ari sabtu (weekend), jadinya celebrate birthday diorg serentak la...juz makan2 keluarga dan mintak abg ipar bacakan doa selamat tuk diorg...

meh layan gambar2 time celebrate birthday tu...

Mama & Zara

muka excited la konon ni...huhu

Birthday girls...pyh btl nk bergambar elok2 berdua...

Tok Ayh & 10 org cucu-cucu semua complete!

Zara & ammi dgn Tok Ayah

Ammi

Milestone Zara in 1 year old;
- sdh berjalan 5,6 tapak (mcm pengiun...cute!)
- gigi 8 batang (4 atas, 4 bawah)
- rambut still mcm tu lps cukur umo 5 bln dulu...huhuu
- dh pandai sebut "mama", "papa", "abg", "nak"
- fav dia menggigit Mama...huhu!

Sekian dulu ye readers...dh pjg sgt entry ni...InsyaAllah klau kesempatan kita update lps raya plk...huhuu

Di kesempatan yg ada, Mama tulus ikhlas mohon ampun dan maaf andai ada entry dlm blog Naluri Murni ni ada menyinggung mana2 pihak...Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir & batin...

Salam Ramadhan

Salam Ramadhan semua...

Alhamdulillah, usia kita masih lagi Allah lanjutkan tuk bertemu Ramadhan pd thn ni...moga2 akan ada lagi Ramadhan utk kita di thn2 hdpn...amin...

Imbau kembali Ramadhan thn lepas, waktu tu Mama tunggu masa nk bersalinkan Zara....berusaha utk bersalin normal yg mana peluang terakhir tuk cuba normal, tp end up Cser jugak...Allah Maha tau....

Mama sempat berpuasa 6 ari je thn lps, bersalin pada 8 Ramadhan sepatutnya sempat la berpuasa seminggu tp time last check up 4 Ramadhan, CTG graf showed high point which I should felt the contraction pain already...  Tp sikit pon rasa sakit tu xrasa...then doc check jln, so batal la puasa ku pada hari itu...Nasihat gynea, since pintu rahim masih tebal & yet so far tuk jln tu terbuka, dan sepatutnya dgn bacaan graf CTC yg tggi mcm tu pintu rahim supposed to open at least 1cm already, thats symptoms showed that I could not get through normal delivery.  Ia mungkin tulang pinggul kecik or abnormal shape.  So that day, we decide to choose for selective caesarean.  Jadi tarikh 17/07/2013 dipilih yg mana pd tarikh tu kandungan genap 38w 1 day...same as I deliver Zameer last time in 38w 1 day....

Makanya Ramadhan tahun lepas Mama lalui dlm tempoh berpantang...Alhamdulillah berpantang kali ni badan terasa lebih ringan sbb amalkan set Shaklee sejak bln terakhir pregnant...ni bukan entry promote produk Shaklee ye, just honest testimony from my own experience...After less than 1 week been cser, I could do almost house work like basuh2 pinggan, sidai baju, sapu2 skit....yes, even kena tegur ngan mak pon mana blh buat Mama buat sendiri la kan...

8 Ramadhan ni, Zara genap setahun ikut kalendar Islam....Syukur Alhamdulillah punya Zara dlm hidup kami...dia pelengkap hidup kami sekeluarga!

Banyak ujian Allah bagi pada kami thru Zara....Alhamdulillah kami berjaya harungi dgn sabar...Thanks to Papa tuk segala dorongan, sokongan dan semangat....

To Zara & Zameer, moga sentiasa dlm lindungan rahmat Allah...dikurniakan kesihatan yg baik & jadi anak yg soleh & solehah tuk Mama & Papa ye...

P/S : Moga dpt puasa penuh Ramadhan thn ni slps penat berganti puasa selama 23 hari tuk Ramadhan yg lps...Mama blm period lagi sejak bersalin Zara...huhuu...

Like Mama Like Daughter...

Salam semua...

Ada yg rindu ke? huhuu...tula kan, empunya blog ni tersangatlah busy tuk mengupdate blog...sorry semua!

Last week dpt wasup gambar Mama time baby dr KakNgah yg tgh berpantang di kampung...dia mencari gambar dia time baby dlm album lama, sekali banyak jumpa gambar Mama Longnya plk...huhuu...

Dan tanpa ku sangka rupanya Zara skrg byk sgt iras Mamanya time baby dulu...serius! tengok ni...

Me at right side with my cousin... (sebijik muka Zara klau time dia kena tgkp buat sesuatu...hehe)

This is me when I'm a baby...

Zara @ 3 months plus

Zara @ 5 months

Ok, so skrg Mama dh xjeles la bila org kata Zameer sebijik Papa dia....because Zara pon hampir sebijik Mama dia...hehe...but the thing cannot be denied, both of them is most like each other while they're a little baby....

Ni gambar2 terbaru Zara...

Zara @ 10 months old

Moga membesar jd anak solehah ye Syg...

I like this pict very2 much!! muka ni la Mama rindu time tension kat ofis..huhuu

P/S : Alhamdulillah...Zara dh membesar dgn sihatnya...Ya Allah kurniakan kesihatan yg baik kepada kami & anak2 kami....dan kembangkanlah lembayung rahmat-Mu ke atas keluarga kami....amin....

Zara Recovery (Part I)

Salam bersua kembali...huuuhu...

Rajin la plak Mama update blog smggu 2 ni ea? huhuu...kebetulan berpuasa arini, Qada' yg tggl ketika pantang bersalinkan Zara Ramadhan lps...moga diberi kekuatan dan kesempatan masa tuk qada' semua puasa yg tertinggal hampir sebulan tu...

Sambungan dr kisah Zara kena operate tu, 8 hari jugak la kami berkampung di wad...plan asal nk blk bercuti CNY di kg sampai 5 ari, tp perancangan Allah lain utk kami...kami redha....sdhnya mak ayah plak yg naik melawat kitorg di KL...Zameer pon ada skali, tp terpaksa mintak mak bwk Zameer blk ke kg semula since situasi kami yg blm tentu brp lama di hospital menjaga Zara...

Ikutkan mak, ari Zara di masukkan kat KPJ lagi mak nk naik sini tapi memandangkan ayah plk ada meeting ptg tu so diorg postponed dtg keesokannya...kiranya mak ayah jmpa Zara yg sdh di operate...Zara plk bila tgk ramai dtg lawat dia, pandang je ngan mata yg kuyu...tp bila Atuk nya dtg pegang tangan dia, cium2 dia, mcm terkesan plak pd dia..trs ngongoi2 nangis cm nk ngadu dia sakit...ngan org lain Zara biasa aje...huhu

di ari2 pertama slps di operate, keadaan Zara still lagi lemah...terbaring je tanpa mampu pusing ke kiri or ke kanan since segala wayar yg berselirat di kiri dan kanan badannya...dan Zara mmg wajib berpuasa slps surgery tu, 6 ari jgk la...sgt terkesan di hati Mama bila tiap kali Zara pandang Mama seolah mintak susu...Ya Allah, pilunya rasa time tu Allah je yg tau....dgn rengeknya, pandangan matanya....sedangkan time tu Mama pon menahan sakit bengkak susu...even drip air ke salur darahnya sdh bekalkan air garam ke dlm bdn, tp kering di bibir dan tekaknya ttp menghantar rasa haus...So Mama mintak keizinan doc tuk titiskan air di bibir mulut Zara, kebetulan KakNgah dtg bawakan sedikit bekalan air Zam-zam...bila basahkan bibir dia, ada la setitis 2 msk ke tekak, nangis la dia xcukup...huhuu

Di hari pertama slps surgery Zara demam...doc kata tu kesan antibiotik yg didrip ke salur darahnya...

Nurse tlg mndikan Zara di atas bed, lapkan seluruh bdn dia and last but not least, tuala basah ditekapkan di kepala dan badan tuk kurangkan suhu....

Cara tidokan Zara plk sdh xde dodoi2...sbb mmg xblh dan xberani nk angkat pon..Zara pon hanya gerakkan tangan dan gerakkan kaki sekali sekala...hanya kepala je blh tertoleh ke kiri dan kanan...Papa yg selalu sabar tidokan Zara dgn zikir2 sambil gosok di ubun2nya...actually, dlm ward tu bacaan zikir "Laa ilaha ilallah" sgt common tuk dodoikan anak2 yg tgh sakit...at least telinga parents lain yg dgr pon blh tenang saat hati masih resah menjaga anak yg sakit...

Hari ke 7 slps surgery, Zara dh mula berak...bila asyik bertanya doc 'bila ank saya blh buka puasa?', doc kata kena tggu bby berak dulu then kita tgk najis dia cmne...then dgn curiousnya Mama tanya lagi, "doc, if anak sy berpuasa juz msk air dr drip je mcm mana plk najis nk terhasil doc?" terang doc, najis blh terhasil even juz drip air je yg msk dlm bdn dia, cumanya najis nya dlm bntk cairan...berak yg 1st slps surgery tu perlu tuk pastikan ususnya berfungsi ngan baik sblm ape2 mknn or minuman msk melalui usus tsb...

Bila najis pertama Zara kuar di hari ke 7, Zara dh naik pangkat skit dr "BERPUASA" ke "sip of clear fluid"...tu pon 1 oz glucose water within every 3 hour only...kesiannya Zara bila tgk syok sedut air, tetiba sedut angin je...nangis la dia xcukup...huhuu

- Smbg lg nnt ye...ni pon dr kamis lps post ni tersimpan dlm draf...huhuu

Zara been warded (Part III)

Salam semua...

sambung kembali cerita Zara, puteri kecil kesayangan kami....apabila prosedur pertama gagal, Zara ditolak keluar dr bilik Ultra Sound ke wad semula...keadaan Zara time tu terlena yg amat dlm keadaan lemah...iye, sudah hmpir seharian Zara xtido yg betul2 rehat...tidonya pabila dia keletihan menangis or pengsan sekejap bila sakit di alami berkurang sedikit dan akan terjaga dgn tiba2 dan meraung2 bila sakit dtg kembali....

selesai prosedur pertama tu mungkin sedikit melegakan sakitnya sbb tu Zara blh trs terlena sampai saat dimasukkan dlm operation theatre...tiba di wad, nurse dtg hantarkan baju tuk ditukar...Zara perlu tukar uniform hijau utk di operate...

Dalam masa lebih kurang setengah jam slps naik ke wad, Doc Hana dtg bgth Zara dh blh ditolak ke operation theatre since Surgeon sudah tiba...turun ke tgkt bawah, Kak Ngah & Abg Chik masih setia menemani kami...staf bertugas bertanya sape yg akan temankan baby tuk diiring masuk ke dlm operation room? Papa trs jwb, Mamanya...iye, time tu mmg Mama ckp semangat tuk msk ke dalam sampai lah saat tuk tukar baju uniform yg diberi, tetiba Mama rasa xkuat...masih terbayang lg saat diri ini ditolak masuk ke operation room semasa bersalin kan Zara...Mama terbayangkan sakit yg akan Zara lalui setelah Mama pon sdh 2 kali melalui pengalaman ceaser....trs Mama cancel, mintak Papa yg gntikan...

Sementara Papa gantikan baju, Surgeon; Doc Syariz tiba...Doc Syariz terangkan prosedur yg akan dijalankan ke atas Zara...dari ultra sound result, kwsn usus Zara yg terslip masuk tu berjaya di loose kan..tapi tedapat 1 kawasan yg lebam membengkak yg clog the usus..sebab itu surgery terpaksa dijalankan...Doc Syariz terangkan lagi, melihat dr ultra sound, kwsn yg lebam tu agak teruk tapi dia akan cuba sedayanya tuk x buang mana2 bhgn usus...

Sebelum ditolak masuk ke operation room, Zara terjaga...mata kuyunya terkebil2 pandang Mama...saat tu rasa xnak lepaskan dia ke dalam...puas Mama cium2 seluruh mukanya, tangannya dgn harapan dapat bekalkan sedikit semangat utknya nnt...bila katil dh disorong masuk, kedengaran staff nurse yg bertugas menolak katil tu kata, "comelnya baby ni...." seolah2 ayat tu nk disambung lg...."sian plk kecik2 dh nk dibedah..."

Keluar dari Operation Theatre, Kngah n Abg Chik menanti di luar...Waktu tu jam menunjukkan kul 11 malam...mengenangkan diri belum bersolat isyak, Mama ikut saranan KNgah tuk naik ke wad dulu tuk bersolat dan berdoa yg terbaik buat Zara...Usai solat, Syaq suami KNgah yg baru habis shift keje kul 10 ada bersama diorg...xdapat nk menunggu Zara selesai operate, KNgah mintak diri sbb nurse2 sdh 2,3 kali dtg tegur waktu melawat sdh tamat...KNgah nasihat Mama lelapkan mata dulu di wad sementara menunggu Zara di bawa ke wad....

Berbekal keletihan sepanjang hari, mental & emosi, Mama terlena jugak di kerusi kusyen hospital yg blh ditarik dan dijadikan tmpt berbaring...rasanya baru skjp lelapkan mata, Papa kejutkan....waktu tu jam melewati kul 1 am...Mama tanya mana Zara since Papa sorg je yg ada..jwb Papa Zara masih di unit operation, surgery berjalan ngan baik dan Zara direhatkan sebentar sblm dihantar ke wad...Papa dgn muka dh mcm org mamai mintak ruang tuk tido skjp sbb migrain dia dh menyerang...

lbh kurang setengah jam lps tu, Mama dpt col dr unit operation tanya kitorg kat mana? Mama blur skjp sbb kata Papa doc suh dia naik tggu kat wad je td...but since diorg nk hntr Zara ke wad, jdnya Mama decide tggu diorg hntr je la sbb nk trn sndri ke sana Mama pon xingat mana nk tuju...huhuu...

Sekejapan slps dpt col tsb, Doc Hana muncul di wad...trs dia dtg pada Mama trgkan ape yg berlaku ketika surgery...kata doc, ape yg diorg wat adalah Doc kuarkan usus Zara dan straighten all the wrinkles which clog in the first place...its not so bad since the 1st procedure (masukkan air dr bawah tu) helps a lot to clear the wrinkle...then area yg lebam tu doc kuarkan dan urut bg ada aliran darah...Doc Hana bygkan spt kita urut urat yg bengkak...that area is a bit bad, Doc took 20 minutes just for that area only...bila area tu dh kurang bgkak, warna lebam tu dh kurang dan nmpk ada aliran darah yg bagus, then Doc just put it back in...  1 thing Doc highlighted that time that Zara's appendices has been removed...To take note in the future, Zara will not be attack with appendices pain...So, if that area been attack with pain, we should think of 1 more step further which means other pain not appendices..Syukur tiada bahagian usus yg kena cut-off...

After 10 or 15 minutes talked to Doc Hana, Zara been sent to us in ward...wajah Zara time tu sangat tenang seolah2 sakit yg tak terperi seharian yg ditanggung tu lenyap macam tu je...tidonya lena sekali....Syukur Ya Rabbi...

Zara Been Warded (Part II)

Salam....bersua kembali..huuuhu..

Smbgn cite dr Part I....Kitorg tiba di HUKM dgn ambulan dlm kul 4.30pm...trs ditolak ke unit kecemasan berbekalkan surat transfer, lab report, dan surat rujukan dr Doc Yasmin addressed to Doc Prof Dayang...

Kami sangkakan, dgn adanya dokumen2 lengkap dari KPJ tu urusan admission akan jadi lagi cepat...rupanya sbb surat tu, Zara's case is already been Doc Prof Dayang case...so doc2 yg bertugas kat unit kecemasan tu buat xendah je la kat kitorg ni...staf2 nurse & attendance hospital plak tgk surat2 tu sekali imbas ambik temperature & BP Zara pon slps hampir 10 minit kitorg kat dlm tu...slps hampir sejam kitorg tercongok berdiri kat dalam tu dont know what to expect, Zara pon skali lg berak darah, kesabaran Mamanya ni dh makin berkurang...I went to a nurse and asking her whether Doc Dayang been informed that we already arrived? baru la nurse tu ckp, "td kita dh col wad 3 kali tp xde org jawab...jap nk col lagi skali...." Adoi....Mama hanya mampu tepuk dahi!

Sekejapan lps Mama g jumpa nurse tu, Doc yg bertugas di wad Paediatric Surgery turun cari kitorg...doc cek baby, pastu tanya kitorg ada bawak doc dari KPJ x? kitorg bg sampul surat yg ada sume document dr KPJ..Doc cek fail admission HUKM, dia tgk kosong xde rekod..."eh, sejak awak masuk td xde staff dtg cek baby pape ke? BP ke temperature ke?" kitorg terpinga2 la...rupanya fail Zara tu xde staf pon yg tlg update pas ambik BP & temperature td...membebel2 doc tu, "ape la diorg ni...ingt ni kes appendiks ke? ni serious case la...sampai file pon x update!"

Around kul 6 pm, Zara ditempatkan di wad 4K...berjalan masuk ke wad, baca nama wad; "Wad Pembedahan Paediatrik" pon rasa dh seram sejuk dh...means sume patient yg ditempatkan di wad tersebut menghadapi sakit yg serius la...huhuu...

After check in di wad, doc mintak hntrkan Zara kat bilik rawatan tuk pasang drip air kat vine darah dia n tiub kat hidung tuk elak Zara muntah2 lagi bila angin dlm perut tu tolak...dan menunggu di luar wad tu mmg membasahkan mata je la dengar Zara duk jerit2 kat dalam tu...

Tuk tenangkan diri, kebetulan kitorg belum solat asar lagi, Papa sarankan Mama solat asar dulu kat area khas dlm wad tu yg staff wat area solat...Ptg tu keluarga mentua, KNgah & Abg Cik dtg bg semangat tuk kitorg...tertanya2 bila operation akan dibuat sementelah Zara sudah di puasakan start dr KPJ lg...last Mama susukan Zara kul 8am, dan start dr tu hanya air je msk dr drip dia...

Kul 7.30pm, waktu melawat tamat...keluarga mentua minta diri dulu...KNgah dan Abg Cik setia menunggu...Usai solat maghrib, Mama ambik giliran tuk jaga Zara sementara Papa solat...hampir kul 8pm, Doc Hana dtg bgth prosedur yg akan dijalankan ke atas Zara, risiko utk setiap prosedur tsb...

Doc terangkan, usus besar Zara tersarung masuk sesama lain...bukan terbelit like a knot yg macam Doc Yasmin dr KPJ terangkan pd mulanya (or kitorg yg salah phm bila Doc Yasmin sebut usus Zara terbelit tu).  Utk sakit mcm Zara ni ada 2 option of procedure...dari kptsn ultra sound, if doc sure it would be save to do the 1st procedure, then the procedure could be done.  If not, they will straight away go to surgery..  1st procedure yg dimaksudkan tu adalah dgn memasukkan air melalui dubur utk melegakan kwsn usus yg tersarung masuk tu...usus kita kan mcm paip...so, the water should help to straighten all the wrinkle area or whatever clog in the usus..

If the 1st procedure is failed, next they will go to surgery...worst come to worst, klau ada kwsn usus yg x dpt diselamatkan, maka area tu akan di potong dan disambungkan semula...if kwsn smbgn tu xbrp bagus maka usus smbungan tu akan diletakkan diluar perut dulu utk beberapa hari until the next operation to put it back in..sounds so scary, rite? juz imagine how speechless we are to hear all the consequences from doc..

Selesai terangkan semua prosedur dan risiko2nya, Doc Hana nk bawa Zara ke bilik Ultra Sound dan jalankan 1st prosedure...Mama mintak tangguh sekejap sementara tggu Papa usai solat Maghrib... Hampir kul 9 mlm, Zara ditolak turun ke tgkt bawah ke bilik ultra sound...

Dalam bilik tsb, semua staff yg terlibat dh sedia menanti...perut Zara trs di scan, alat2an prosedur disediakan...gerun tgk paip yg akan dimasukkan ke dubur Zara...Ya Allah....sungguh rasa xkuat saat itu....bila semua sdh sedia, kami diminta menunggu di luar bilik....Doc Hana dtg lg skali terangkan ttg prosedur yg akan dilakukan, dan sekiranya xberjaya Zara akan terus di operate mlm tu jugak...Slps menerangkan semua tu, ada 3 documents yg kami perlu sign tuk memberi kebenaran; 1st prosedure, kebenaran tuk surgery & kebenaran tuk transplant darah sekiranya Zara memerlukan transplant darah semasa operation...

Oh ya, ketika di wad sblm turun ke bilik ultra sound, Doc ada ambik darah Mama sebanyak 4cc...tujuannya if transplant darah perlu semasa operation, darah Zara & Mama perlu dicampur ke dalam bekalan darah hospital sblm di transplant ke badan Zara...dlm situasi kecemasan camni sebagai parents, kami terpaksa akur tuk semua prosedure2 tu...huhu...

Di luar bilik Ultra Sound, sebermulanya 1st procedure ke atas Zara, kami kat luar ni hanya dapat menahan rasa bila dengar suara Zara menjerit nyaring kesakitan...Allah je yg tau sedih di hati kami...sedih bayangkan situasi Zara kat dalam tu...kami yg kepenatan sejak pukul 3.30am hari tersebut merasakan perjalanan waktu hari itu tersangatlah lambat dan panjang...Papa cuba nk lelapkan mata, tp Mama xdpt...telinga asyik tertangkap suara Zara menjerit2 dari dalam...'Ya Rabbi, andai dapat di tukar rasa sakit tu pada aku, aku sanggup Ya Allah....'

Setelah hampir 2 jam prosedur tu berjalan, Doc Hana keluar dgn riak muka yg menambahkan suspen kami...prosedur tersebut failed! So, surgery has to be done....

-sambung lagi nnt ye...InsyaAllah...

Zara been warded (Part I)

Salam semua...

MasyaAllah...rindu nya nk mencoret2 kat blog ni...kekangan masa sgt mencemburui..huhuuu...

Setelah lama xmencoret, arini bila berkelapangan sbb smpai awal gile kat ofis trs terasa nk coret sumthg kat sini...kisah ni mengenai my little princess yg sudah pon genap 7 bln isnin lps, she is in process of recovering after having a surgery on 30/01/2014..

Scary je cerita kan? dh la lama menyepi, tetiba je start cite yg xbest trs...huhuu...ape nk wat, kena redha dgn dugaan Allah bg...dlm kepayahan ujian dari-Nya, Dia tlh lorongkan jln yg memudahkan...syukur Ya Allah...

Sebermula hari ahad, 26 Jan, blk dari kenduri kawen ofismate, Zara dh tunjuk tanda2 nk demam...kebetulan Zameer masih di kampung, blk dgn flight bersama CikNgah nya pada 10/1..Plan asal, cuti CNY since ofis Papa tutup dr 30/1 hingga 3/2, Mamanya ni pon apply la cuti tambahan jgk tuk blk kampung ambik Zameer dan bercuti...tapi plan Allah lain utk kami...

Zara start demam pada ptg ahad (26/1), keesokannya Mama pon EL la jaga dia...menjelang ptg tu Zara dh kebah dan aktif mcm biasa...hari selasa Mama masuk ofis mcm biasa...Rabu, lps subuh tu Zara ada muntah2 yg agak byk..ingtkan sbb dia terbatuk2...tp Mama still hantar Zara ke BS tp berpesan pd BS if Zara ada muntah2 lg col sy...

Dalam kul 11 am, sy dpt col dr BS mengatakan Zara muntah2 yg agak byk...sy xterus kuar dr ofis, tp sy jnji kul 1 nnt sy dtg jenguk Zara or trs bwk Zara g klinik...dlm kul 1, sy tgk Zara cam agak pucat, trs bwk ke klinik berhampiran rumah...after check up, doc kata Zara kembung...yes, that was in my mind since Zameer dulu pon pernah kena kembung + diarrhoea smp dehydrated and finally kena warded...doc bekalkan serbuk garam, ubat kembung, ubat angin and ubat demam...sy terpaksa blk umah utk tukar baju sbb dpn doc, Zara lg skali muntah smp bsh baju & seluar Mama...

Doc provide time slip smp kul 4pm, Zara plk bila smp umah trs diberi ubat dan air garam trs dia tertido keletihan...so Mama pon biarkan Zara tdo dulu skjp...dlm kul 3.30pm Mama hntr Zara ke BS dan pesan tuk xdiberi susu lg...biar angin kat perut Zara berkurang dulu...jdnya BS hanya bg Zara minum air garam smp ptg Mama ambik pas keje tu...Alhamdulillah kata BS Zara dh kurang muntah...

Malamnya Zara mmg cranky habis...ikutkan plan, kamis pagi pas subuh kitorg akan gerak blk kg...tp Mamanya xlarat nk packing brg lsg...dlm kul 3.30am, dalam Zara duk rengek2 xblh tdo terdengar mcm Zara terkentut...saja la cek kot2 poo-poo, sekali tgk pampers dia berisi...kebetulan time tu adik laki yg nk join kitorg blk kg pg tu blm tdo lagi, duk layan movie kat laptop...kitorg plak tdo kat hall je...mintak tlg adik pegangkan Zara tuk cuci poo-poonya...buka je pampers, Ya rabbi...rasa nk pengsan dlm bilik air tu tgk darah penuh dlm pampers Zara...Darah yg kehitaman cm period tu...

Pas bncg2 ngan Papa, kitorg decide nk trs ke KPJ Sek.20, Shah Alam since insurans Zara panel kat situ...smp KPJ dlm kul 4.15am, tp xde Paed yg oncall...so medical officer sarankan Zara msk wad dulu sementara tggu Paed dtg cek....Even nk guna insurans, deposit utk warded RM 300 kena jelaskan dulu...

Zara msk wad dlm kul 4.30, smp kul 7 am xde doc even nurse pon dtg jenguk...Zara dh crancky asyik nangis jerit yg sungguh2 smp merah urat mata...muntah2 dh penuh bed smp xde tmpt nk ltk dia dh...2,3 kali pegi tanya nurse, katanya doc otw...kemuncak 7.15am camtu Zara kuar darah lagi skali! Trs Mama ke kaunter dgn sebak tanya bila doc nk dtg? xsempat Mama nk blk ke bilik wad, Papa dh kuar dgn muka marah yg Mama sndri xpernah tgk, pegi marah kat sekumpulan nurse tanya mana assistance that we suppose to get? condition mcm mana yg nurse n doc tggu tuk treat our daughter smp dh 2 kali berak darah kat KPJ tu....then baru la sorg doc yg oncall kat unit kecemasan dtg tuk cek Zara...sorg doc laki cina yg sgt muda, nmpk cm freshie lg, dtg cm agak awkward xtau nk cek ape...last2 dia suh nurse bg ubat kembung tuk baby n air garam! Mama sempat perli doc tu air garam I xpyh tggu doc sini supply sbb dh bekal pon dr rumah...skrg what we need is Paed, who should treat our baby as supposed to be treat...

Almost 8.30, the Paed that we're waiting for finally pay us a visit...look at Zara's symptom, Doc Yasmin suspect Zara got problem with her usus...Doc mskkan jari kat dubur Zara, trs membuak kuar darah...Doc Yasmin trs arahkan tuk turun bwh ke treatment room tuk ambik darah for test, then trs wat ultra sound tuk confirm yg Zara got problem with her usus...

Time ambik darah tu, Mama xkuat tuk hold Zara dr meronta time doc almost like perah urat2 tgn Zara tuk kuarkan darah for test...got lots of blood been squeezed from her smp Mama rasa xkeruan nk tengok...tetiba Mama dgr cam someone tgh thn esak tangis..."uhuk2..." Rupanya Papa....Mama yg dr td duk tepis air mata skit2 trs terburai.....huhuuu...  ( T_T )

After ambik darah, naik skjp kat wad trs dipanggil tuk Ultra Sound...from the scan result, Doc Yasmin explain to us that the situation is serious and major operation should be quickly done on Zara...and by that time, we just received a news that Zara's insurance has not matured yet to be claimed.  There're about 2 weeks more to reach the maturity date of 90days.  Without the insurance, the cost of surgery might more than RM 20K which we could not afford.  Plus, KPJ's surgeon is on leave due to tomorrow will be CNY celebration, so I asked Doc Yasmin to transfer us to other hospital which may accept the case...

At 1pm, Doc Yasmin visited us again and explain that HUKM will accept the case and she had communicated with Doc Prof Dayang which Paediatric Surgeon at HUKM.  At 3.30pm, ambulance transferred us to HUKM....

to be continue....(sory, dh pjg sgt...huhuu)

Introducing our Princess

Salam semua...

Lama betul xbersiaran kan? ada yang rindu ke? hehee... 2 bln cuti bersalin mmg sgt malas nk duduk menghadap laptop...nk update guna tab sgtlah leceh...so pape status I juz update kat FB je...So arini dah start working again, but keje2 blm lagi hand over back to me jadi blh la spend time kejap update blog yg dh bersawang nih...huhuu

Alhamdulillah Mama selamat melahirkan seorg puteri kali ni sbg permata keluarga kecik kami...Syukur ke hadrat Ilahi, Puteri kami lahir sempurna sifat fizikalnya dan macam Zameer juga, baby xde masalah jaundice...Entry kali ni kita introduce baby je dulu ea...pengalaman bersalin akan dicitekan di entry lain, InsyaAllah...

First few week of life...

 Nama diberi ZARA NAAZNEEN ALISYA yang membawa maksud Puteri Cantik Dilindungi Tuhan... Dengan doa dan harapan Puteri kami sentiasa di bawah lindungan dan rahmat Allah...amin...

Ramai kata rupa saya sgt mirip Abg Zameer...huhuu

Dilahirkan pada 17/07/13, 10.55am di Hospital Bersalin UMRA (luckily I got the same room and bed as I admitted to deliver Zameer last time...huhuu) via Elective Casearean... Zara lahir seberat 3.33kg dan ketinggian 51cm...

In a month, Zara growth to 4.4kg and 55cm...and now in 2 months old, she already 5.3kg and 61cm...huhuu...berkat susu ibu kot! semua tegur baby Zara besar berbanding usia dia...sekali pandang ramai yg ingat Zara dh 4 ke 5 bln...huhuu...dan yang paling kelakar bila tiap kali pegi check up kat KK dgn nenek, nurse mesti ckp "ni mesti tinggi ikut ayah dia ni kan?" hahahaaa...tau la Mama dia ni xcukup tinggi!

Permata hati Mama Papa...

Alhamdulillah Zara sangat senang diasuh...macam abg Zameer dulu jugak Zara sgt kurang berjaga malam...kenyang susu trs tido...cuma first week tu mmg Zara kerap berjaga sbb xcukup kenyang bila direct feed ngan Mama...so I got an idea to prepare EBM before sleep at night, bila Zara bangun Mama bg dia bottle feeding 3oz trs terlena...so, I got enough rest at night...Nenek pon xbyk kena tolong bila baby pon xsusah dijaga, so xde la susahkan nenek sgt time pantang aritu...

For healing purpose, I consume Shaklee product...Sangat berpuas ati sbb sepanjang berpantang Mama rasa cukup stamina dan sihat sentiasa...lps semggu berpantang dh blh tlg2 nenek wat keje umah cam basuh pinggan or jemur pakaian anak2...huhuu...tu pon kena tegur gak la ngan nenek...

Syukur sekali lagi sbb kali ni niat tuk fully BF baby Zara dpt dilaksanakan...tp Mama masih lagi diperingkat beginner in breast feeding journey ni and still byk kena bljr lagi...Pagi tadi pon bila pack brg2 tuk anak2 and brg tuk ke ofis baru terasa cabaran seorg ibu yg bekerjaya yg berusaha tuk fully BF anaknya...terlalu byk brg tuk di pek dan andainya ada brg yg tercicir, maka bermasalah la kat ofis nnt tuk sesi pam susu...Jadinya skrg Mama dh xpyh kelek hand bag g ofis, cukup dgn Momma Bag yg consist all the Breast Pump and parts, cooler bag and accesories...Moga Allah kuatkan hati ni tuk trskan niat murni ni...amin...

Ok, that's all for now...will catch up later to post other entry...Thanks for reading...

Vaccinations issue

Salam semua...

Just to share the article wrote by Dr. Fazilah Filzah, a paediatrician of Sg Buloh Hospital....Taken by Barely Supermom's Blog...

Dear BarelySupermommy readers,

      I reckon that some of you may have your own stand on this matter- vaccination. While some of you may disagree, I believe majority of us still believe in vaccination as an effective preventive measure to combat certain infectious diseases. However, the last few months or so, someone may have spoken to you or you may have read on Facebook – that vaccination is not what it seemed. That it is not safe , causes autism, not ‘halal’ and that vaccines are only for profits. You googled. There were many articles on the pros but there were quite a lot on the cons as well. You read the disadvantages of vaccination and then everything seem to weigh on you. You cant help it but started to wonder if they were all true.

      I believe that most misconceptions and controversies regarding vaccination stems from the fact that people underestimate the disease and overestimate the side effects. While I agree that Adverse Event Following Immunization (AEFI) do sometimes occur , most are mild (e.g fever and soreness) and disappears rather quickly. I am sure most mothers out there would agree, having had your children vaccinated before. On the contrary, I believe not many of you have seen the diseases at their worst. Measles, for example, may be fever and red spots to most but are you aware that it can spread to the brain and cause death? Pertussis, may begin with the usual fever and cough but as it progress to the second stage of the disease, babies may have prolonged cough, turn blue and stop breathing. Polio was almost eradicated but sadly, on the rise in certain third world countries where the vaccination rate is low. Meningitis, or inflammation of the brain lining caused by Haemophilus Influenza may render a child debilitated and even cause death. Whether you like it or not , the truth is vaccination has tremendously reduce the burden of infectious diseases and has prevented deaths in millions of children all around the world.

      Let’s discuss a little bit about the history of vaccines and how it works before discussing the issues because I feel that we would be able to appreciate what we have today if we knew how it all began. Have you ever heard of smallpox? Some of you may have not heard of it because the disease is no longer around. But do you know that the deadly disease was one of the most devastating diseases in the history of mankind and has in fact killed more than 500 millions people for many centuries? 500 millions! But thanks to Edward Jenner, whose work contributed to the development of vaccines, smallpox was eradicated and we don’t have to live to see our loves one dying from the disease.

      How does vaccines work? Simply put, imagine a child who develops chicken pox for example, they will rarely contract the disease again . Why? Because the immune system has memory, so that the next time the child is exposed to the virus, the body remembers and destroys the virus even before it causes sickness. And vaccines works the same way, only artificially. Vaccines contains weakened or killed form of the germs, when introduced into the body triggers an immune response without causing the disease. So that the next time the children are exposed to the virus or bacteria, their antibodies would be able to recognize it and combats it.

      I remember 3 years ago, a child was admitted to the ward for lung infection. Upon asking the immunisation history, we found out that the child was not vaccinated. In fact, none of his siblings were. I started to counsel the parents but I was quickly dismissed. They felt strongly against vaccination and did not want to discuss any further. Kata mereka ‘ anak anak yang lain semua okay je, tak pernah sakit pun walaupun tak divaksin’. I wanted to tell them about ‘herd immunity’ but then dropped the idea.

      What is ‘herd immunity’? In other words, it’s called ‘community’ immunity. It occurs when majority of the population is vaccinated, and the immunity that is achieved by the community would be able to protect those who could not be vaccinated (due to medical reason , HIV, immunosuppresed children). I think that this has not been sufficiently emphasized- that when you get your child vaccinated , you not only protect your child from the infectious diseases but also other kids who are unfortunate enough to have low immunity to be vaccinated. I cant emphasize enough that you are doing a good deed if you get your child vaccinated. But when the rate of vaccination falls, the herd immunity is lost, and I guess you can figure out what comes next.

      Having understood the basics, let’s move on to one of the most common misconception about vaccination, in particularly with the MMR vaccines. Does it cause autism? The answer is no, it does not. The scare started in 1998, when a medical journal, The Lancet published a study by Mr. Andrew Wakefield, MD (previously hold the title Dr) that stated that the combined MMR vaccine was linked to autism. However, not long after that, The Lancet itself withdrew the article and Wakefield lost his medical licence. Investigations proved that Wakefield’s research was fraud, unfounded and biased and that there were conflict of interest. His article has led to a drop in vaccination in UK and since then, many studies were done to look into whether there were any association between the MMR and autism, but none were found. Despite that, it’s sad to know that even after 2 decades, some people still believe that it does. Sigh…

The other concern is regarding the use of Thiomersal in the vaccines. Thiomersal is a mercury-based preservative that helps prevent bacterial growth in vaccines and helps maintain the effectiveness of the vaccines. Thiomersal contains ethylmercury, which basically means that it is eliminated from the body quickly and does not reach toxic level in the blood, unlike methymercury. The level of Thiomersal in the vaccines are so small , even fish contains more of it I believe. The amount of Thiomersal in the vaccine have not been shown to cause harm or health risk.

       Vaccines are not ‘halal’? Hmmm… I must say that it is unfair to say that those who decided to vaccinate their children do not care of halal and haram. The Malaysian Immunization Programme is decreed permissible by JAKIM. In fact, our prominent Islamic Scholar , Sheikh Yusuf Al-Qaradawi stated that the lawfulness of vaccination in Islamic perspective is as clear as sunlight. It is the duty of every Muslim to ward off harm as much as possible, and while we all believe in natural ways to boost immunity e.g breastfeeding , taking honey ( not for those less than 1 year), Habatussauda’, olive oil, that does not mean that we Muslims should deny ourselves of modern medicine that has stood the test of time. I have always believe in complementary medicine.

      I am not sure if I have covered all of your concerns but I hope this helps. You may or may not be convinced and that’s okay , as I believe conviction needs to come from one self. If you are doubtful, read further from reliable source, discuss with people who really knows and perform Istikharah. If you strongly object vaccination, my only request is that you do not pose your views on others. I am writing this merely for those who has concern and doubts, yet has not dismissed vaccination.

      I strongly feel that we need to have these issues tackled at national level and it is the responsibility of the Ministry of Health to allay parental concerns regarding vaccination. The community needs to be educated and myths and misconceptions regarding vaccination should not be allowed to spread, or we would to have to suffer the consequences in the future.

P/S : Really good article to be read and understand with open minded as the issue became so sensitive lately...

WW : Doa Nabi Yunus

P/S : Doa yg selalu Mama amalkan time dekat nk bersalin Zameer dulu...dan sekarang menjadi amalan...moga dipermudahkan proses bersalin kali ni...amin...

35 weeks check up

Salam semua...

Semalam genap 35 minggu usia kandungan Mama...Kalau ikutkan semalam ada appointment tuk check up dengan Dr. Wan Ratna, PMC Sg Buloh...Tapi bila tanya Papa, dia tak setuju tuk teruskan planning bersalin kat PMC since my last report to him on the first day I went check up there...Papa preferred UMRA...

So semalam Papa apply for 1 day leave, banyak urusan nk kena settle...Mama plak dah terasa xsihat sebab jerebu yg melanda, plan mmg nk mintak MC la time check up nnt...Dalam kul 9 pagi, siap2kan Zameer trs hantar ke taska...terjerit2 la si kecik tu nk ikut sbb tau Mama Papa dia bukan nk tggal g keje kan...huhuu..tp pikirkan pas check up nnt trs nk g Klang settlekan banyak urusan lain lagi, IPU kat Klang plak jauh lbh teruk dari Shah Alam so kuatkan ati jugak tinggal Zameer sekejap...Papa dengar si anak nangis jerit2 camtu hampir nk kuar kete blk g ambik Zameer, tp Mama xbagi...huhuu

Dalam kul 10.15am sampai UMRA...Dan macam biasa, xpyh nk tggu lama2 nurse dah panggil tuk timbang berat, ambik BP and test urine...berat mmg dh xnaik2 dari 7 bln aritu, still 56kg...BP normal...Time check up kat PMC aritu, dh la timbang berat n cek BP semua buat time jumpa doc, test urine x buat pon...its suppose for 3rd trimester ni, test urine tu penting...

Teringat time preggy Zameer dulu, ada sekali check up tu my urine test showed very bad which is my urine contains lots of protein...time tu dh 35 or 36 weeks camtu...Dr. Rafi attended me that time asked me to do it again to ensure the result, and its remains bad...when that happens (urine contains lot of protein), showed that the protein was not absorbed by the baby...so, at last kena warded 2 mlm klau xsilap time tu...

After about 1 hour waiting, I have been called to see gynea....refer to my record at UMRA, my last visit is on 1st May...She asked me whether I had went somewhere else for checkup? I explained to her and showed notes that been updated by Dr. Ratna last time in the same record I got from UMRA...She understood if I wanna try for normal delivery at other hospital since my chances is 75%...so no matter if I still continue checkup with UMRA until we make the decision where to deliver our baby this time...

Bila dh borak2 psl chances and all that, doc suruh baring nk scan baby...The scanning process took more than 20 minutes...Doc explained to me that lots of things has to be observed in the final trimester like my condition now so it would took some time...doc scan and analyzed the baby heart beat, the flow in the umbilical cord, size of the baby's head, size of the baby's bone...at the end doc asked me whether I know already the baby's gender? I said known already from the detailed scan last time, but if doc may confirm again, why not? she just smiled for my answer...and yes, doc confirmed me our baby is a girl...hehe...our baby now is estimated weighted 2.5kg...agak2nya kuar nnt sampai x 3kg cam Abg Zameer dia? huhu...

Discussed with doc if we choose to deliver at UMRA, she explained...I should book the date between 38 to 39 weeks of pregnancy for cser, or else if I came after the 40 weeks, it could be the emergency cser (if this happen Papa wouldn't get the chance to accompany me in the OR juz like the time I delivered Zameer)...For my next check up is in next 2 weeks...so, we got 3 more weeks to decide where to deliver our baby...

Kuar je dari bilik doc, tetiba nurse yg assist doc dlm bilik td dtg tanya whether dah ambik injection tuk kancing gigi or not? nak je buat lawak time tu bgth nurse yg Mama dah ambik time preggy Zameer dulu...haha...I said not yet...Trs kena panggil tuk ambik injection pastu...adoi, dh la xready lsg nk kena inject, berdebar gak la nk terima...huhuu...

Kalau ikutkan dh agak terlewat sebenarnya tuk terima injection tu...suppose time check up kat PMC aritu lagi dh kena inject...hurmmm....so, I noticed 3 important things to be highlighted here about the service of PMC:

i)  No urine test been done even that is a must

ii) I have been laid down on the bed for scanned our baby for about 5 minutes only which is just to see the baby's position, the placenta is not at the below side...that's all...xpadan lenguh tercongok menunggu giliran hampir 4 jam...

iii) Doc not even checked whether I had took the injection that I supposed to take in the mean time

Bila kitorg pikirkan tentang semua tu balik, lagilah Papa "PANGKAH" PMC Sg.Buloh....Out of our list!

Mama pon makin buntu tuk wat keputusan nk bersalin kat mana...Nak ke gomen, I prefer to Hospital Selayang rather that Hospital Sg Buloh...tapi bila pk kemungkinan tuk kena cser tu ada, I really dont want to be cser at gomen hospital...huhuuu...dah compare parut parut cser with my cousin yg bersalin kat gomen, sgt teruk okey! xnk...huhuu...Ramai jugak yg cdgkan ke PPUM...bila bincang ngan Papa, PPUM tu sgtlah jauh dr umah neither my office...plus kena pikirkan jugak traffic condition in case of emergency nnt...

Then, I said to Papa..."Yang, nnt la bila nak terberanak nnt baru saya decide kat mana nk bersalin ea? tak pon bersalin kat umah je...awak jadi bidan....hahahahaaaa" Mmg kena cubit ngan Papa pastu....huhuuu

Doa Yg Di aminkan Malaikat

Salam semua...

Sedikit perkongsian ilmu di hari Jumaat...petikan dari status FB Dato' Dr. Hj Mohd Fadzilah Kamsah...

Di antara doa yang diaminkan para Malaikat, justeru makbul:

1) Orang yang tidur dalam keadaan bersuci (berwudu')

2) Orang yang duduk menunggu masuknya waktu solat

3) Orang yang di saf depan solat berjemaah

4) Orang yang penuhkan saf yang kosong

5) Orang sebut "AMIN" selepas imam bacakan Al-Fatihah serentak dengan Malaikat

6) Orang yang duduk atas sejadah selepas solat

7) Orang yang solat asar dan subuh berjemaah

8) Orang yang doakan saudaranya dalam senyap

9) Orang yang infakkan hartanya ke jalan ALLAH

10) Orang yang bangun makan sahur

11) Orang yang ziarah orang sakit

12) Orang yang sedang berpuasa

13) Orang yang berdoa ketika sujud dalam solatnya

14) Orang yang dizalimi

15) Pemimpin yang adil

16) Doa semasa hujan atau bencana alam

17) Doa semasa Tahujjud

Moga kita berterusan berdoa....Wallahua'lam...

WW : Zameer's hug

Luv u so much "Sayang Mama"!!

Wedding my sis...

Salam semua...

Arini mampu nk upload gambar je readers...xtau nk mencoret ape...huhuu...

Wedding my sis on 1st June 2013...

Persalinan nikah pada Jumaat, 31 Mei 2013

My complete family...

Welcome to my brother in law which is no one will believe if I say he is older than me and my hubby...huhuu

First time check up at PMC Sg Buloh

Salam semua…

Ya Allah…rindu sgt nk mencurah rasa, berkongsi cerita kat sini…tapi dek kerana kekangan waktu, sibuk dengan keje2 di ofis, terpaksa abaikan blog kesayangan ni…

Banyak cerita dh skip sebenarnya…coretan di Sabah pon xsempat nk habiskan lg…tapi sebab nk cerita dulu pengalaman pertama check up di Putra Medical Centre (PMC) Sg Buloh, yang lain terpaksa tangguh dulu k…

Arini genap usia baby dlm perut Mama 33 mggu…kiranya lagi sebulan lebih skit je nk sampai due…but klau ikut pengalaman bersalin Abg Zameer, 38 mggu 1 hari dah pecah ketuban…huhuuu…kiranya kena bersedia la dlm masa 5 mggu lagi nih…

Lepas pening nk pilih hospital mana nk deliver spt yg Mama cite kat entry lepas, last2 Mama Papa decide nk bersalin kat PMC since banyak review yg bagus psl PMC.  Cousin Papa pon dh 3 org anak dia bersalin kat situ…katanya kat situ verylah Islamic procedure…Then Mama ada call PMC tuk dapatkan confirmation diorg terima x utk Mama try bersalin normal kat sana after cser Abg Zameer dulu since UMRA punya policy strictly xterima…dapat respon positif dari diorg tu buat Mama lega skit nk decide tuk bersalin kat PMC even xpernah check up lagi kat sana.

Then ahad lps, mcm waktu biasa Mama kuar tuk g check up kat UMRA, kitorg trs ke PMC…sampai sana area kul 10am, sampai di kaunter staff bertugas mintak kitorg balik dan dtg esok hari sbb kuota aritu dah penuh…Ops, terkejut jugak sbb masih terlalu awal rasanya time tu…even kat UMRA pon klau dtg kul 1pm pon xde mslh sbb check up blh smp kul 10pm pon week days or weekend.  Tapi mgkin lain tempat lain prosedurnya kan…so kitorg trs ke The Store Sg Buloh tuk shopping brg2 baby…Syukur ada sale, sgt berbaloi dgn hrg brg2 and pampers kat situ!

Semalam (isnin), masuk ofis pagi2 trs emel kat bos mintak permission tuk kuar after lunch for checkup.  Mama x apply leave coz pretty sure sempat blk ofis after check up.  So, after lunch ngan colleagues kat ofis, trs shoot ke PMC.  Dgn trafik yg agak sibuk dr Bukit Jelutong ke Sg Buloh, dalam 40minit sampai la kat PMC.  That time around 2.45pm…

Masuk main entrance Mama trs ke kaunter, ada sorg staff bertugas sdg uruskan file pesakit.  Tgk dia macam sibuk, Mama juz berdiri depan dia tunggu dia settlekan tugas dia yg nmpk sibuk benar tu…hampir beberapa minit dia mcm ignore je org yg tercongok dpn dia ni…then trs Mama hulurkan surat reference and full record from UMRA dpn dia, baru la dia pandang and tanya "puan dtg tuk check up ke?"…adoi…sabar je la…then after filling details kat file record dia, dia cakap, “Puan blh la nk pegi makan dulu ke, doctor kul 3 baru masuk”  Trs la tanya kat mana harus tunggu sbb kat dpn tu tgk cm limited seat je yg ada…then lps dpt info trs msk ke dalam, seat dpn bilik Dato’ Dr. Zarul…tapi schedule tuk check up ngan Dr.Zarul 8am – 1pm je, 3pm-8pm turn Dr. Wan Ratna…

Pas register baru dapat appointment card yg list kan jadual bertugas doc...patutlah lambat service diorg, hanya sorg doctor bertugas at one time and every saturday and sunday only halfday available for check up....

Terpikir better solat Zohor dulu sementara nk tggu,trs ke kaunter tanya mana surau sbb dekat area menunggu tu hanya ada toilet ladies, n setentang ngan toilet tu surau berlabel “Lelaki”…Staff di kaunter ckp surau perempuan dkt ngan bilik Dr. Ratna, sekali ngan nursing room.  Trs Mama menapak ke sana…bilik tu mmg muat2 2 org je tuk solat, ada 1 sofa mgkin preferable tuk ibu2 yg nk nursing baby diorg dlm tu, ada 1 tmpt yg ada comforter baby and sinki…trs Mama perasan tu tmpt tuk salin diaper baby…hurm…sangat tak patut nk sekali kan surau dgn tmpt salin diaper baby…tmpt wuduk dalam toilet staff setentang ngan ‘surau’ berkenaan….

3.10pm, Dr. Wan Ratna baru sampai…tak lama pastu running no. start dipanggil started with 5001.  No Mama time tu 5017…mak ai, lagi 17 tu nk kena tggu…tapi Mama cuba sabar…nmpk org xramai mana pon, tapi rupanya ramai yg dh biasa dtg check up kat situ tau service lmbat, so diorg xtggu di klinik…pas ambik no. diorg jalan2 dulu…masa trs bergerak, dalam kul 4pm no giliran baru 5005…aduh, mmg xsempat Mama nk rush ke ofis semula ni!

Bila jam dh berganjak kul 5, Mama ke surau sekali lagi tuk solat asar.  Bertembung ngan sorg staff yg nmpk senior baru kuar dr staff toilet baru lps berwuduk.  Dia tgk Mama cm nk masuk situ di tanya Mama nk ambik wuduk ke? Mama iyekan je la…then dia ckp, “nk kuar nnt tlg kunci ye sbb toilet tu tuk doc je blh guna”…then dtg la terpikir, ai…dh tu klau terkunci xkan nk ambik wuduk kat toilet yg lagi jauh tu…dia plak doc ke blh berwuduk kat situ?!! Hurmmm….

Kuar dari surau time tu dlm kul 5.30pm…No giliran baru 5012…lagi 5 org nk smp turn, so bajet2 dlm 6.15 baru smp turn tuk jumpa doc…harap sgt jgn smp magrib Mama kat situ! Huhu…dlm kul 6.15 no Mama kena pggil…Rupanya dlm bilik doc baru segala macam check up baru nk dibuat…Check BP, berat…pdhal kalau normal prosedur mcm tu kat UMRA, semua dh settle sblm msk jmp doc lagi…dan berat Mama still xnaik2 dari last check up kat UMRA; 56kg! aish…ape la…

After scan, Alhamdulillah kedudukan baby dh engaged ke bawah, kedudukan uri normal di atas, berat baby dalam 2.304kg…uish, dh besar rupanya Our Little One…patutlah Mama terasa makin sesak nafas time baring telentang…huhuuu…After about 15-20min in the doc’s room, I’m done my check up.  Doc set kan lg 2 mggu tuk dtg and ask me whether I wanna come on Monday again…Trs trg Mama ckp kat doc saya dh penat seharian menunggu doc, please set me the day she’s little bit loose.  So next check up on 25/06 (Tuesday) but again Mama will go check up lonely as Papa has to go out station to Bukit Kayu Hitam for a week that time…nasib la kan…

Kuar dr bilik doc, trs ke area kaunter pembayaran…time buat payment, ada 1 kes masuk…emergency nk bersalin…perempuan tu dh hampir meraung tahan sakit, tp staff nurse kat situ mcm x handle kes tu mcm emergency pon…rilex je…sibuk mintak buku record ape semua bagai…Mama yg berdiri kat situ kesian la tgk that lady yg tgh tahan sakit nk bersalin…time dia masuk tu mmg la trs dihulur wheel chair tp staff nurse tersangatlah lembab nk buat keje…chaos la sekejap…Mama tgk la record book yg family that lady bg pada staff tu mcm buku merah KK, means record pregnancy dia blh trs refer kat situ pon…tp staff2 kat situ still cam duk discuss dpn kaunter tu nk terima ke nak suruh patient tu ke hospital je….hello, klau dia nk ke Hosp.Sg Buloh (HSB) xdenye dia nk stop by kat PMC tu! Mama plak yg bengang tgk…

Then Mama saja la tanya staff kat kaunter tu, kenapa ngan patient tu? Dia xde rekod kat sini ke? Staff tu ckp, “ha…tu la masalahnya…dia xde rekod kat sini” situasi tu buatkan Mama teringat kes yg lbh kurang sama berlaku dpn mata kat UMRA dulu..sorg ibu yg dh pecah ketuban, foreigner indon dibawak oleh majikan dia tuk dtg bersalin kat situ hanya berbekalkan passport semata2 tanpa ada pregnancy record dari mn2 klinik pon…tp UMRA handle the case as professional, sekejap je trs di bawa ke labor room, details record been settled after the patient safely arrived at labor room…

The case is not so difference, but why they could not take it as emergency case to straight away decide to safe the patient first? Record would be taken care after that…klau takut diorg xmampu bayar, diorg xkan ke swasta klau xmampu kan…

Masuk kete, Mama termenung panjang seketika…trs call Papa bincang ape yg jadi sepanjang ari tu kat PMC…dengan servis yg lambat sangat2, langsung xhargai pelanggan yg dtg, lambat handle kes emergency, staff yg kurang mesra….harapkan service dari doctor saja yg bagus spt yg tercoret di blog2 yg ceritakan pengalaman best bersalin diorg di PMC, tapi staff plk macam xhargai customer…erm…baik la Mama g check up kat KK klau begini gayanya…

On the way balik, sekali lagi sakit pinggang lps lebih separuh hari tercongok di kerusi menunggu teruji ngan jalan jammed…dan dalam trafik yg slow tu terpandanglah bangunan ‘Hospital Pusrawi’ di kiri jalan besar tu…tetiba terpikir, kedudukan Hosp.Pusrawi yg separuh perjalan dr umah ke PMC, terasa nk tukar tmpt bersalin…  Papa pon mcm dh xberapa nk setuju nk benarkan Mama bersalin di PMC…

Ya rabbi…dugaan datang lagi ni…xsampai 2 bln dh pon lagi tp masih ragu2 kat mana nk bersalin….kwn2, opinion please….. ( - _- )